I have a lot to write.

Thursday: So I was having an AWESOME day. I'm like omg, state tomorrow, stoked, get out of school. 5 missed calls from my mom. Okay, somethings wrong. Someone broke into my house. Took my laptop, my brothers xbox and all his games, her nice camera, all her jewelry, and my money. I felt so depressed and so violated. I had no idea what to do with myself.

Friday: I get to English. And we have a quiz, and i'm soooo excited because i actually read everything. She hands us the quiz, and its on this bullshit that has nothing to do with the book. So i'm like wtf. I already have an F and now i have a super F. So sitting there looking at an empty quiz. And I just start crying. I NEVER CRY. So i was so embarrassed so I ran out of the class room. And when i cry i hyperventalate. And Mrs. Hagan saw me, and she started flippin out. And this other lady saw me, and started flipping out. Pretty much, everything that happened Thursday, and my horrible grades, just all caught up with me. So they made me go to guidance. And then I had to sit in this 4 hour HIV course. So boring. So i finally get to the bus for state. And end up sitting by myself. So I slept soooooo good. lol It was so boring. Friday night we hung out in our room (me debbie peg) and then Vincent, Patsis, Jonah, and Lester come and play cards with us. We played spoons with tampons. So funny. Then I went to sleep.

Saturday: Competition, blah blah, last place. I kicked dirt in my face. So funny. Walked around. Did a few band o grams (MWAH HAAHAHAHA) I saw James. And it did a lot for me. It pretty much asured me that I reallly don't have feelings for him anymore. So it was kinda nice to reassure myself that. we went to the mall thing. And i was with jonah, and deb, and peg, and patsis, and les, and it was so funny, that of all weekends, it had to be the circus one. (jonahs deathly afraid of clowns). So we get into Too Jays. And we start eating. And then by the time its time to go, alll the clowns were in Too Jays. And we were like omg, jonah, DO NOT MOVE. it was so funny. then he just made a mad dash door and closed his eyes. so great. Saturday night. Slept for about 2 hours. And then we had to stop. I look so high when i wake up, so everyone was like ARE YOU OKAY>! I'm like sure. So i'm sitting out in the cold and someone put there cold icee on me, so i flipped, and then jonahs like watch this! and puts his energy drink on my neck, and i spazzed out, and his drink got caught in between my neck, and it spilt ALL OVER me. all in my hair. all on my shirt. in the cold. it was funny, but horrible. I felt so sticky for the rest of the night. Then jonahs like i'm gonna go buy a new drink ! and patsis was like why?! so you can pour that on her too?! it was so funny. Got home at 2ish. Went online and talked to Desi. Yippee!

Today: Woke up at 2. I'm so bored and lifeless with a laptop at my moms. So i went to my dads. and now im watching my sis for a bit. BLAH. Oh well. I want to go do something. I guess I'll write more in like a week. Because i cant do crap on my other computer.

Update; Roswell is whatever. I rarely talk to him. I miss Desi a whole super lot. And I don't get why I find these boys while they're in New York. lol Like over the summer, I started liking George while he was in New York. And then, yeah, we all saw what happened with that. And now it's like the same thing, but maybe a different outcome. Idk. It's just djkghdfk. Bah. I don't know. I want to say who cares, but simply, I care. lol

I'm off. <3

Ps, Allie, we rock.
Pss, Hi Jackie-o.
Psss, Hello Des [: